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INSIGHT: ‘Look at me! Can’t you see the Grim Reaper beside me?’

THE SCENE of a recent homicide in Ridgeland Park.
Photo: Racardo Thomas/Tribune Staff

THE SCENE of a recent homicide in Ridgeland Park. Photo: Racardo Thomas/Tribune Staff

By TANYA SMITH-CARTWRIGHT

tsmith-cartwright@tribunemedia.net

A gang “general” has given The Tribune an insight into the background behind the recent spate of killings which have left the blood of young men running in our streets.

“Ghost”, as he calls himself, first spoke to The Tribune some months ago and at the time seemed full of confidence and bravado. This time he was anxious, edgy, slightly remorseful, claiming to be a wanted man.

Now in his mid-thirties, Ghost has been in the “game” for the past 20 years having been recruited into a drug dealing, gun -running gang when he attended a private high school. He said he was raised in the church, but needed something else in his life. He wanted to know that he mattered and most importantly he wanted to be feared.

It’s no longer about money and power for him, instead it’s a game of survival. He has one daughter who he says he does not want to go down the road he chose.

“I know I am going to die soon,” said Ghost. “Look at me! Can’t you see the Grim Reaper beside me? Word is already out that I am a wanted man. That is out there on the street. So consider this my last will and testament.

“I want to send this message to my mother. This is my last will and testament, Mommy. Take care of my baby and make sure she don’t take the road I did. Pray for me Mommy! You were right, I could have done better, but I’m in too deep now. I have to finish what was started!”

What had changed in recent months? Why was he no so resigned to the face someone wants to kill him?

“You have no idea what is happening, do you?” Ghost asked. “We are in the middle of an all-out war. These niggas not playing on this road. Someone from Kemp Road is going to take me out. I know it is coming! I’m saying my goodbyes now. They coming for me! You hear me? Write that!

“When they come for me and do what they gatta do, the kings and generals will rise up from the south and flatten Kemp Road. That will be a human tsunami, trust me. There will be no peace on Kemp Road until every last one of those generals are dead. Not much of them are left now because plenty damage was done there, but they still functioning and they are coming for me. I am at peace and ready for it because I know it’s coming.”

Asked what the war was about, Ghost said it is about the supremacy, drugs and respect. He said war comes when “generals” are disrespected.

In our first intereviw Ghost became extremely agitated when he was asked if he ever killed anyone. He had accused The Tribune of trying to trap him into saying ‘yes’.

This time Ghost was more forthcoming. He admitted to killing people and seemed somewhat remorseful for it or it could have been the fact he feels he is going to die soon.

Constantly looking over his shoulder, Ghost seemed resigned in his thoughts. He said he could not relax during the interview as it was not safe. Two men who waited on him beside a nearby car paced back and forth seemingly on the lookout.

“I have killed a lot of men,” he said. “I admit it. I did! May their souls rest in peace. I know they will have a lot to say when they see me on the other side. I did what I did and there’s no coming back from it. Karma is a bitch and I know I will get mine soon.

“This world was never meant for us to stay in forever. It’s my time now. It will be someone else time after me. We are not meant to get comfortable here. Each soldier has to watch their back because in this war there is not much warning. I know they are coming for me, but when Ghost came for them, they never knew I was coming.”

Some time back Captain Godfrey G Rolle, RBDF (Rtrd.) and former Ambassador to The Republic of Haiti, wrote a letter to the Tribune’s editor, lamenting the horrible state of gang violence in our country.

During his tenure - 2007-2012 - as the first Director of the National Anti-Drug Secretariat within the Ministry of National Security, there were several organized meetings with gang local gang leaders that Captain Road felt were ignored by the authorities. The gang leaders had sought help in bringing peace in their communities.

Captain Rolle said the country is now seeing the full manifestation of the fears of those gang leaders - the rise of “the soulless young men”.

In the past Ghost said his mother told him he had no soul, just before she kicked him out of the family home. He continued on about the violence to come.

“It’s only going to get worse,” he said. “The police don’t police us, you know. They are reactionary! The come when we already dead. You ask me the question if I trust the man beside me … if he could be the police. Police don’t infiltrate no gangs in Bahamas. They come after we done dead and say ‘investigations will ensue’. That’s what they do. I told you this before.

“How we know where to go. Trackers are on every marked man’s car. All we have to do is follow where that tracker goes and… BANG!!! We sneak one! This is now a common sense game and we have to be one step ahead of everyone. No one has time to be following people around for days to see patterns and stuff like that. We get it over with it in one night.”

Right after this, a discussion was had about the possibility of coming clean and going to the police to save his life. Ghost said before doing that he would rather stand in Kemp Road where his enemies are and whistle.

“So you want me to be a snitch?” he said. “I must run to the man (police) with news like a lil bitch? That’s what you saying? I would never do that! I might as well be a girl like you if I do that. Before I do that I might as well show up and stand in Kemp Road and whistle to them to come out and kill me.

“There is no integrity in pimping off any man. I must go to the man and say ‘so and so them trying to kill me and this where they hide their dope’? You must be joking, woman. What kind of man do you take me for?

At that point he took off his mask and tam exposing his weather worn, but very handsome, face. He laughed heartily while looking around cautiously and continued on.

“No!” he said. “We deal with our own matters. No police! Why you asking me about gang hot spots? You want to ride through? These streets are nothing to play with. You’ll better pray your curfew stays in place because the war is going to get worst and people who not involved need to be indoors.

“These hot spot areas as you call them are Kemp Road, East Street, Elizabeth Estates, Fox Hill and so on. People like to run on about Ridgeland Park going to shed blood because some man nephew got shot. The thing is these guys in jail. Their power run out long time. The ones out here are who people need to fear and worry about. This thing about running things from jail is a myth. That played out long time.

“The generals are on their own curfew now. Everyone trying to stay inside to duck the Grim Reaper. No partying! No posting whereabouts. No stray woman! This only works for a time and then the Grim Reaper finds you.”

After he completed tales of the Grim Reaper, one of the lookout men yelled Ghost’s name and warned him to wrap up the interview. He stood up, walked around for a bit and then sat back down to continue.

“I want you to know I don’t fear death,” Ghost said. “I will prolong its arrival, but I don’t fear it. All will die in the end. We are not getting out of this life alive … none of us. I am taking care of my affairs, but I say my prayers every night and wait.”

With that said, Ghost got up, asked for a parting hug that was declined and then disappeared into the heavily tinted car he arrived in. His fate is unknown, but clearly he is willing to embrace whatever it is. He has resigned himself to the life he has been living for the past 20 years and will ride it out to the bitter end.

Sadly he shares the same mindset with many young, Bahamian men.

Comments

Honestman 2 years, 8 months ago

This article should be mandatory reading for all 1st year high school kids. I don't doubt the truth of any of it. The quote that depressed me the most was:

"He said he was raised in the church, but needed something else in his life. He wanted to know that he mattered and most importantly he wanted to be feared."

Sounds like family and church did a poor job! What a waste of life!

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joeblow 2 years, 8 months ago

... one can also argue that he tried a way other than what the church and family provided, regrets it and wants his daughter to take the way he chose not to! He was seduced into thinking he needed something else, he now realizes he was wrong!

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ThisIsOurs 2 years, 8 months ago

" I have to finish what was started!”

This right here is the real virus affecting our country.

Please tell that young man he don't have to finish nothing. He wasnt sent to earth to do evil. He chose that life and he can unchose it.

If he was raised in church, he prays every night and he believes, tell him he dont have nothing on Saul. Saul was a straight up sadistic serial killer of hundreds, possibly thousands. and he was murdering and killing innocent people. He was so notorious God spoke to him personally to ask why he was persecuting his people.

But God had a work for him to do. He just had to turn around. Redemption is real. Does it mean all is forgiven? No, people are still dead. But there's good that a remorseful man can do to try to stop others from following his path

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ThisIsOurs 2 years, 8 months ago

He says that he wanted to be feared. I suspect what he really wanted was recognition. Its the number one motivator for good and evil. What we have to figure out is a way to recognize our young men for positive things and fill this yearning in their soul

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JohnQ 2 years, 8 months ago

This article only serves to glorify a Loser, whose bold and brash words are meant to show how tough he thinks he is. The truth is, he is a sorry example of a man. Unfortunately, many of his type are looked upon by black males as bad boy tough guys who are to be admired. It is a sad state of affairs when our young men have no more ambition or foundation than the desire to run the streets as thugs.

Ghost is a Loser and he knows it. The sooner he meets his end the better.

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ThisIsOurs 2 years, 8 months ago

You may be correct in your characterization of him. I don't see any glorification here though. This guy is scared and I dont mean that in an oh poor soul help him kinda way. He's scared witless. He doesn't want to die, he just knows its going to happen.

My hope is that we can use men like him to slowly stem the tide of people who get into their thirties having killed multiple people and then have to look constantly over their shoulder.

So to me this story isn't about him but a reality check on what is out there, and a wake up call to do something. This is serious business. I remember when the Rebellion started, a family member and I used to laugh at them, these little boys who were so "follow the leader" impressionable. Doing silly things just to be noticed. Now look what they've evolved into. If we don't do something about this our COVID daily death counts will be a joke. And gates and security bars and armed security won't protect us, especially if our economic situation declines.

Abaco after Dorian was a window. Remember people locked in their homes trying to protect them from maurauding gangs while the central authority said nothing was happening?

I see this future the same way as I saw COVID beds when they announced homeporting. The outcomes in the face of unaltered pathways is obvious and inevitable.

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Godson 2 years, 8 months ago

Your embrace of the redeemed is good; however, that is not the case with our society. Instead of embracing a life that has turned around, our society insists on continuous ostracism. There are those that fear that such a soul as such might go on and become better and serve greater social utility than what they have become; in other words, "he is down, let him stay down". I know this personally for myself. Been to prison, went off to school, obtained a law degree, graduated Most Outstanding student from law school... and yet rejected by ALL!

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Sickened 2 years, 8 months ago

God created this monster; only He knows why. Maybe he was created to take out worse monsters? Nevertheless, I hope he and all gang members die soon - they're a waste of space, time and resources.

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joeblow 2 years, 8 months ago

... God created a person who has a right to choose! He chose poorly and wants his daughter to make better choices.

All evil that manifests in the world is because of what people choose to do. Has nothing to do with God!

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Craig 2 years, 8 months ago

He would rather be a murderer or commit suicide than be a snitch! Wow that's telling!

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proudloudandfnm 2 years, 8 months ago

The most important thing he said was how the police are doing nothing. That has to change immediately. It is so obviously true. Time for a complete revamp of our police leadership. They know who the gang leaders are, they know where they are and they do nothing. Are they just apathetic? Or are they getting paid to ignore gangs?

If the police don't get proactive about this the killings and violence will continue..

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BONEFISH 2 years, 8 months ago

There has been an intermittent gang war on going on the island of New Providence for two decades now. Quite a number of murders on this island are the result of gang feuds.

Senior politicians of both major political parties are aware of this. There is a lot of complex socio-economic problems on this island. These problems will require both consistent and well -thought out solutions.

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